Later that afternoon…

I just passed my Sound Bath examination. I definitely vibe better with the Crystal Singing Bowls more than the Tibetan Singing Bowls. Also the drums, chimes, and other percussion instruments. Hmm, gee, I wonder why?

I stuck with my “thunderstorm in the rainforest” theme. It was a vibe. I came out of class ready to sunbathe but it looks like I just summoned the rain instead. I guess the universe heard me and said, “Oh, you want to see a real thunderstorm in the rainforest? I gotchu, fam. Let’s make it rain!”

So now I’m sitting out by the pool slathered in sunscreen, watching the rain clouds gather above. Oops? Lol. I’m sitting here like, “Did I just do a rain dance? No, but it might be closer to a rain song than I expected.”

I don’t even know. Behold, the power of music! Who knew I had it in me? I definitely didn’t. Yet somehow, when I picked up all the instruments, it just came naturally to me.

I do have more energy now than I did before my exam, but I’m still pretty tired. Let’s just chalk it up to spending the whole day yesterday in the sun drinking rosé, followed up by very little sleep disrupted by nightmarish visions. Fun. So fun.

Debating now if I should join in with the other group for the next flow examination or if I should try to nap again. I feel like doing a yoga flow after passing that exam will bring my energy back up a bit. It could also just wipe me out completely.

I already made plans to go to Ubud for dinner tonight with another student to meet up with the GM of the place I was at yesterday. We met him the other night. He’s invited us to join him for dinner tonight. Don’t worry, the other student who is going is a guy, so it won’t just be me and another chick alone with a random guy we just met. Another student might come but hasn’t decided yet. Either way, it doesn’t feel unsafe, so I will take the opportunity to eat at a restaurant instead of taking another vegan meal.

Hmm, well, it feels pointless to sit outside attempting to sun bathe when the rainforest is gearing up for a storm. Might as well go do some yoga and work out some of this accumulated trauma stored up in my body. What else is there to do besides scroll reddit and get sucked into the black screen of doom?

I will go to yoga. Time to go change for the third or fourth time today. I’m always changing my clothes like 7 times a day. It is what it is.

Have a good day.